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just...so you know...

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 7:14 PM


I know im already hardly on, mostly due to some anxiety i have with this site, but i might be a little...more inactive?...

something happened...and im just...really shaken up.
I have some personal bouts to have out...
im fighting myself, trying to figure myself out.
who i am, what ive done, why i feel this way, and WHAT i am, mostly.

I could really use some encouragement and support.
i understand you guys dont know whats going on except maybe *PanicPavo , but im just...alone, hurt, anxious and depressed.

my paranoia is getting worse and everything around m is just worsening my anxiety. i only have one half of an anxiety pill left, and im saving it for when shit gets way out of hand.

anyway, i might post some pics in the mean time, but i..really need some time away. some rest and time to refresh and rebuild.

anyway, thanks for understanding...back to Criminal Minds.

oh, btw, please add my msn: envy@bellsouth.net
and my facebook: Jojo Leigh Mercer



thank you all for being so understanding and always being there to cheer me up. I really appriciate it.




  • Watching: Criminal Minds
  • Playing: KH: 358/2 days
  • Eating: coffee ice cream
  • Drinking: Sobe LifeWater

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if you would like to be mai frand, feel free to leave me a comment.

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:iconshadowwolfpuppie:
Thanx for the fav ^^i

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:iconradientphoenix111:
Hey thanks alot for the fav =D

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Takeing requests for any picture you would like drawn, just to practise my drawing skills. It's for FREE so just ask me and ill do what i can ^^
:icondazzledbynorrington:
I iz want to be freend! :XD:

Translation: I pray thee, mightest I become thou acquaintance?

Translation Translation: Arrr, I be wanting to join yer crew!

Translation Translation Translation: Can I be your friend? On your friend-y list? >.< Thankieee

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Yo ho, haul together
Hoist the Colours high!
Heave ho, theives and beggars;
Never shall we die.

...I'm not a cargo jet, Parkman. :icontardglompplz:
:icondozie-kitty:
.........lmao. This comment be pleasin to me eye.
Aye, Of course ye can >D
ye and yer sexy icon...

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"To hold something dear to you is to let it hold you." - Xaldin
:icondazzledbynorrington:
yaaaaay! :) Thankin ye kindly, mate


i love my icon soooo much :love: my friend on dA made it for me

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Cal Hockley + Officer Lowe (Ioan-style) = LOVE...and one heck of a party!


Yo ho, haul together
Hoist the Colours high!
Heave ho, theives and beggars;
Never shall we die.

...I'm not a cargo jet, Parkman. :icontardglompplz:
:icondazzledbynorrington:
her names oceanographergirl, shes sweet

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Cal Hockley + Officer Lowe (Ioan-style) = LOVE...and one heck of a party!


Yo ho, haul together
Hoist the Colours high!
Heave ho, theives and beggars;
Never shall we die.

...I'm not a cargo jet, Parkman. :icontardglompplz:
:icononlyhere2comment:
thx for da fave ;D

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thy name is ANNA (lame name)
:iconkukkaruukku:
GAAAAAA! THANKS FOR DA WAAAATCH! :iconshoopda::iconwhoopp::icondozie-kitty: :XD:

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Must.... draw... more.. XEMSAÏ!

95% of kids would have a mental breakdown if "Miley Cyrus" was about to jump out of a moving helicopter, copy & paste this in your signature if your one of the 5% with a bag of popcorn yelling jump bitch!
:icondozie-kitty:
PFFFFFFFt. and you are welcome. now SHOOT YO LAYZAZ ELSE WHERE. it is giving me terrible headache :,c

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"The believer is happy, the doubter is wise." - Hungarian proverb

"To hold something dear to you is to let it hold you." - Xaldin
:iconkukkaruukku:
okay :C :iconshoopda::iconwhoopp::iconxionplz:
better nao? C:

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Must.... draw... more.. XEMSAÏ!

95% of kids would have a mental breakdown if "Miley Cyrus" was about to jump out of a moving helicopter, copy & paste this in your signature if your one of the 5% with a bag of popcorn yelling jump bitch!
:icondozie-kitty:
OH THATS MUCH BETTER. <3
lol. Xion getting lazer'd makes me quite happy yes.

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"The believer is happy, the doubter is wise." - Hungarian proverb

"To hold something dear to you is to let it hold you." - Xaldin
:iconkukkaruukku:
GOOD <3
xD

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Must.... draw... more.. XEMSAÏ!

95% of kids would have a mental breakdown if "Miley Cyrus" was about to jump out of a moving helicopter, copy & paste this in your signature if your one of the 5% with a bag of popcorn yelling jump bitch!
:iconfrosty-weather:
I don't know if you remember :iconmandycandyrockks: :l Just givin' it a try. But, that was my old account. XD We used to be friends, I think. XD
Anyway, awesome art. XD I love Kingdom Hearts. XD
Talk to ya later, if you remember me or if you wanna be friends! =]

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:icondozie-kitty:
Yeessss i remember you :,DDDDD Howdy~~ :heart:

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"The believer is happy, the doubter is wise." - Hungarian proverb

"To hold something dear to you is to let it hold you." - Xaldin
:iconfrosty-weather:
Tehehe~ I hope you did. ;O; I'm sorry for not talking with you for a very long time. I couldn't find your account. Then I did because I saw that picture of Axel and Roxas at the beach you did.

Hello~ =D :heart:

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:icondozie-kitty:
its okk XDD im as guilty as you :,D im sorry too ;w; ive been epicly busy lately....

lol hoe do you do :D

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"The believer is happy, the doubter is wise." - Hungarian proverb

"To hold something dear to you is to let it hold you." - Xaldin
:iconfrosty-weather:
XD Oh no. XD What have you been busy with?

I do well.. You? XD

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:iconcrayonninja:
thanks for the favs!

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barking spider!
:iconillusionsofdreams:
*wishes to be on your friend list* Hi jonas! *hugs*

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:iconillusionsofdreams:
great art you got here and thanks for the fave. Mind If i watch you. It would be cool if we could do a trade sometime

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:icondozie-kitty:
ure if youd like C: heart:
thank youu~~~~ <3

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"The believer is happy, the doubter is wise." - Hungarian proverb

"To hold something dear to you is to let it hold you." - Xaldin
:iconillusionsofdreams:
yay I'd love to what can I draw for you?

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:icondozie-kitty:
mmm.. can you do demyx? from kingdom hearts? I can find referances if you need it c: and what can i draw for you? <3

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"To hold something dear to you is to let it hold you." - Xaldin

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