So, I hate the icons i make. I LOVE MY CURRENT ONE BECAUSE IT WAS THE FIRST PICTURE MY BEEFY-BODIED FLAVALICOUS LOVER *PanicPavo EVER DREW FOR ME.
ILU BABY.

but...Alas, i REALLY REALLLYYY want a Demyx icon. possibly animated... ;u; but yeah....Just a uh...request ID *shot*

so anyway, im feeling....better.
Like, not EXCELLENT. but definately better
Hows you guys?
I draw
WAYY too much Kingdom hearts fanart, but i NEVER post it. cause i suck like that.


So anyway, Any of youseen the reccent updates on Ansem's Apprentices?

POSSIBLE SPOILERS?????

All i have to say is IENZO IS.
ADORABLE.


and i just want you to know...
I hate Chain of memories CB

Ah, and Im working on a line up of the organization as doggiees. among other things thatll more than likely never be finished~


ah, and ive also reccently become void of feeling >:/
like, since Chase, anytime someone seems to "care" or says "i love you"
my insides laugh and i want to punch someone in the face.


I hate myself so much sometimes :,D
*sigh*

I know im already hardly on, mostly due to some anxiety i have with this site, but i might be a little...more inactive?...

something happened...and im just...really shaken up.
I have some personal bouts to have out...
im fighting myself, trying to figure myself out.
who i am, what ive done, why i feel this way, and WHAT i am, mostly.

I could really use some encouragement and support.
i understand you guys dont know whats going on except maybe *PanicPavo , but im just...alone, hurt, anxious and depressed.

my paranoia is getting worse and everything around m is just worsening my anxiety. i only have one half of an anxiety pill left, and im saving it for when shit gets way out of hand.

anyway, i might post some pics in the mean time, but i..really need some time away. some rest and time to refresh and rebuild.

anyway, thanks for understanding...back to Criminal Minds.

oh, btw, please add my msn: envy@bellsouth.net
and my facebook: Jojo Leigh Mercer



thank you all for being so understanding and always being there to cheer me up. I really appriciate it.

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